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Eveleen Pahau
Australia
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Maladaptive daydreamer
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I live in my own world
but its okay...
they know im here
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I live in my own world
but its okay...
they know im here
15 September 2022 - I got it taken off my record yay
15 September 2022 - I got it taken off my record yay
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Make friendship bracelet with me + health update
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Patreon: patreon.com/Eveleen LinkTree: linktr.ee/Eveleenpahau
Sending free bracelet’s to all my Darlings 💕
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Patreon: patreon.com/Eveleen Only $AUD for first Teir 💕
If you had to develop a healthy new habit, what would it be? #getreadywithme
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Mine would be getting ready every day in the morning prepared for a successful day TikTok: www.tiktok.com/@eveleen.pahau Instagram: eveleen.pahau Btw: it's been so long since I've made YT content. This two-minute video took 2 hours to create this final product BUT! we are back in business babies.
long time no see...
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Life Update: Mental Health, Physical Health, University, Maladaptive Daydreaming | Eveleen Pahau
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Sensory Processing Disorder - Closet Cleanout! | Eveleen Pahau
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I HAVE A GAMING CHANNEL!
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Gaming channel (ToxicMooshie) : ua-cam.com/channels/fj0KkXMeGvTtGGOAjAI16Q.html
What's In My Bag Spoonies Edition! | Eveleen Pahau
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My Gay Awakening! Story Time | Eveleen Pahau
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The realities of having DID in the public health care system | Eveleen Pahau
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How my Binder CURED my Eating Disorder
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How my Binder CURED my Eating Disorder
2021- The Worst Year Yet! | Eveleen Pahau
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2021- The Worst Year Yet! | Eveleen Pahau
Tulpamancy | Understanding Maladaptive Daydreaming | Eveleen Pahau
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Tulpamancy | Understanding Maladaptive Daydreaming | Eveleen Pahau
I was a missing person | Story Time | Eveleen Pahau
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I was a missing person | Story Time | Eveleen Pahau
Questions for non-Maladaptive Daydreamers | Eveleen Pahau
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Questions for non-Maladaptive Daydreamers | Eveleen Pahau
What Do Alters Do When They Aren't Fronting?!?! | Eveleen Pahau
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What Do Alters Do When They Aren't Fronting?!?! | Eveleen Pahau
Communication Between Alters | Eveleen Pahau
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Communication Between Alters | Eveleen Pahau
Differences Between My Paracosm and Inner World | Eveleen Pahau
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Differences Between My Paracosm and Inner World | Eveleen Pahau
Dissociation stole my emotions | Eveleen Pahau
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Dissociation stole my emotions | Eveleen Pahau
Maladaptive Daydreaming caught on camera | Eveleen Pahau
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Maladaptive Daydreaming caught on camera | Eveleen Pahau
Gaslighting and Maladaptive Daydreaming | Silent Souls
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Gaslighting and Maladaptive Daydreaming | Silent Souls
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Frist communications with the host: System memories | Unique Souls
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It's consuming so much time...| Maladaptive Daydreaming | Unique Souls
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It's consuming so much time...| Maladaptive Daydreaming | Unique Souls
Do All Our Alters Maladaptive Daydream? | Unique Souls
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Do All Our Alters Maladaptive Daydream? | Unique Souls
This is a everyday for me it's weird he's so much better than me he only comes out when im drunk.
Before seeing this video I thought I was weird for roaming around my room with headphones and daydreaming but I guess I am not the only one. It sucks because it is literally the only way for me to cope with my currently horrible situation and it happens out of my control . Thing is I have always daydreamed and my teachers and my close friend who noticed it thought I was a bit weird which I don’t blame them for but I only did it out of pure boredom. These days tho I have hit an all time high. I am currently in a pretty bad situation. Thing is my dad has been abroad for as long as I can remember and I was alone with my mother. So last winter we finally made the decision to apply for a visa and go to my father but this time do it indefinitely. I was going to finish middle school here and start high school there which was very exciting for me (can’t say the same about my mother lol). But out of litteraly nowhere problems with the visa arised and now we have to wait a minimum of 4-3 months just to go there. Tho that aint the real problem, the biggest problem is my current high school. Thing is since we were going to go abroad I really neglected studying and I really started studying in the last two months but well that was a problem because we had an upcoming exam which pretty much required you to have perfect grades in all lessons to get to a decent high school. I only had time to study for science and maths and I ended doing extremely good on those lessons but I totally neglected studying my native language so that lesson absolutely ruined me. I got a 470 out of 500 which ended up in me not going to a good high school. The only true friend I had from middle school, a friend whom I could relate to and have indepth 1 on 1 conversations with, performed way better than me. Which if course ended with her going to a better school than mine but that aint the worst part. The school she went to is a school that I absolutely could have gone to if I had just studied my native language. I lost that school with 2 wrong questions (I had to get 485) which of course made me so angry and made me feel like an absolute fool, idiot and a failure. In a few weeks high school will start and now I will be going to a school that I ABSOLUTELY do not want to go to. The worst part is I literally will not have any friends there who can relate to me or have in depth conversations with me. My mom is also very stressed out about the whole situation as well which just makes me even more stressed and worried. I have no friends in my neighborhood either so I am totally alone. These days I sometimes put on some rock music and daydream inside my room about better, happier times. I just can’t deal with the stress anymore, my mind is eating me alive
Guys i have been in Paris , i have been , in new york , i have been in london , colorado , in my blue dreams now just let me know where have you been ?
anyone else run intensely while daydreaming? Whenever I start to daydream I just get this urge to run and do large swings
same here
After years of searching I finally found out what and why I have been doing this. I started daydreaming at around 6 or 7?? Idk the exact time frame but thats as dark as back as I remember doing this. I never really understood what I was doing, but I thought I just got this huge rush of creativity. I always loved to draw, so as a result I began drawing more often and started to learn to animate. The scenarios become storylines, but then I end up ditching them and then switch to another story. My parents would be confused as to why I was doing this, and as a result it became a nuisance for them and my sister. I really wish I could pay attention and get their trust back, but the stories are so interesting and the real world looks sad in comparison. Thanks for helping me understand!!
Bro i got daydream while i watching this☠️
You are not alone most of us got that
Somehow I only daydream when studying, it makes me frustrated actually 😢, I can’t stay focus. I scare that it gonna ruin my study sessions forever
Get your ferritin levels checked.. iron deficiency can do it or make the symptoms worst
Yah... I thought I'm out of my mind...nobody can relate to me daydreaming so much. I tried my best to stop it. I'm on fantasy that I can't escape and reality I can't control. I even consulted to Psychologist and Psychiatrist. Well I guess I have to live normal like this.
I didn’t even realise this existed and I thought I was the only one. This is so embarrassing but honestly, I’m trying to stop and I’m doing pretty good 🤷🏻♀️
I was gifted. I had a traumatic childhood. Among several things...... I am trying to curb maladaptive daydreaming
If there’s one thing I would never get tired doing, it would be walking around my room while listening to music. It’s very addictive for me. I wouldn’t mind doing it whole day long, but I never did it in front of anyone except my mom. She’s the only one aware of this habit of mine. When I daydream, I often fantasize about being a queen. I also have my own country that looks like a mix of my favorite countries. I also have a crush on an anime character and call him my king in my world. We also have our own princess, and my favorite singer was the duchess. My other top favorite singers were the other nobles. In that world, I am in control of everything. I’ve decided what their culture, language, and religion would be. How I deal with this habit: Make a to-do list everyday to keep you occupied. You do not have to finish them. The reason for this was to keep track of all the things that you’ve done during the day. If you have the urge to daydream, set a timer for it to make sure that you don’t do it the whole day. If your music is your trigger, limit it to 4-5 songs before you start an activity. I could definitely not daydream while listening to music, though I always have my music on everytime I do it. But if music is distracting you, turn it off and focus on what you have to do.
I stumbled upon this video today during some research for my books and I believe you were meant to be an author. You can see it as the name given by other humans as Maladaptive daydreaming or you can call it a gift of creativity. You have built this world to protect you and release emotions yes, but I also know first hand these characters can create entertaining stories for the world who loves escaping but can't create those scenarios. You are a beautiful soul! This is an older video but I hope you found your calling!!! Very inspiring and inspirational ♡
The reading a book part is so true, i use to love reading but know i cant only read if im forced to sit in class and told to read or else and even then, it taked me a ehile to get in
I use to think i was crazy for walking in circles and daydreaming, i felt weird. My motuher and father would tell me to not talk to myself but o couldn't, it was addicting. And damn i didn't know when it started but i suddenly had the itch and urge to oace and walk and move I couldn't stay still
I noticed that too on me! I want to heal and reconnect with the world
come to my mental hospital you get a free house
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The fact the half of the people that daydream read novels is just,...
Never thought how weird i look when i walk around and silently talk to myself 0_o.
Separated by countries, united by thoughts. People are crazy wherever you go 😂
I walk around the house for hours without realizing what's happening
We should daydream because of this kind of videos where people use this maladaptive word because of this I stop daydreaming and u know u lost your creativity power which god has given you I am trying to develop again this power I am telling you don't believe you see everything on internet I am literally feared to dream u know u will lost purpose I am scared to visualise.....
Oh comeon yar. Yes daydreaming is kind of a creativity and super imaginary power, I agree. But the problem arises when this power works the way that it has the negative impacts over us. For my example this thinking imaginary power just sucks everything out of myself just because of its excess. I cannot focus on my other tasks and studies efficiently because i get distracted into delusional dreams 😭😭. Yes I don't want to loose this power extremely totally but want to get rid of this for about to an extent where I'm a normal being who can focus in the present 🙂.
Also I agree with you somewhat. Because if this dreaming and thinking power, I do believe that I am better than other people to catch the things deeply and think about them in a better way, also I'm creative sometimes because of this. But other than that, I get mentally exhausted 🙁. This is the problem. So I just want to get rid of it, and create a schedule, and then focus on the tasks and keep reminding myself to stay away from these dreams 😵💫😵💫
Omg I just can’t doing this it’s made me feeling that am happy but it’s so creepy
I waste 10-30 minutes doing this everyday when i’m alone. Sometimes this can go up to a couple hours. When people are with me, it’s usually just 3-10 minutes. Sometimes i catch myself having these daydreams in public. If not, all the time. When i’m having these daydreams, I avoid mirrors or anything I could catch my reflection in as much as possible so I don’t snap back into reality. I was happier there.
This same explanation goes for me. But I'm that kind of guy who stands sometimes in front of the mirror and notices my own facial and body actions and reactions that how I behave in the delusional world and still keep dreaming watching myself💀. What a weird person I am 😭😂
@@sparshitthakur6499 this is me sometimes 😂 i’ll ignore it and go back to what i was doing lol. But most the time i avoid anything that could catch my reflection lol
The clarity I feel to know I'm not the only one 😊
The clarity I feel is so refreshing 😌
Maladaptive daydreaming is a monster 💔💔💔💔💔. I feel, I know and I experienced every word you say. I can't stop it or deal with it cuz I've been going through many difficulties in my life, family issues and my own insecurities and many many stuff, and I just keep escaping from reality all the time. I try many times to stop it or control it, but I fail. All the times I try to suicide is because of it. I spend all the time inside my head dreaming, I can't focus or achieve any things, it also increase my anxiety and not comforting me any more 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
I thought that was normal, it’s funny because my family call me crazy cuz i talk to myself a lot while walking around for hours in circles lolll.
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RAAA I do this alllll the time. I keep feeling stuck and like this is a new reality that I cannot get out of no matter how hard to try. I thought it was just me
I guess I'm not only one. Lol. God help us. 😂😂😂😂
Hi, just wanna let you know that GOD gave HIS son for us. He loves you. Repent before it's too late❤.
I finally found out why I have maladaptive daydreaming and catatonic behaviors… it was all C-PTSD.
After my daydream hit me and snaps back to reality, I really felt all of my worries, doubts and insecurities to my self. Like wth, am I not living a good life? Why am I making 'perfect scenarios' that is too good to be true? I am questioning my existence, worth, knowledge, physical comeliness, and attitude 😟
HELP I LAUGHED BECAUSE THIS IS SO ACCURATE 😭
For the longest time ive thought it was a wierd thing i did and i was dumb for it but seeing other people have it too makes me feel so much better and not alone about this ❤️
This is literally what all children do. Then sometimes they grow out of it because they find something more interesting to do, and sometimes they don't. I roleplay whole movie scenes with jumping and shouting when I'm alone, because I like doing that. It's fun. I don't see any problem with this. How is this different from playing any other game? Just that this one is in your imagination?
I can only speak for myself here, lol. I thought it was normal... I literally just found out about it today and realized I'd always been doing it, since I was very little. And I was hard on myself when I was little for "not living in the moment," but I never knew why. There's a difference between really doing something for fun, and just sort of.. instinctively(as a result of doing it many times)/ intentionally doing it. It can be a result of escapism, trauma, pain, depression, dissatisfaction, literally anything- even boredom! Like it invades nearly every part of my life, it affects my ability to do things properly at times, keeps me in a false reality, away from appreciating the life that God has given me, as well as avoiding my responsibilities, it has also affected the way I see myself, and others and affects relationships without me realizing. Because I was so inside myself, I neglected my needs and my health as well. I've lived in my head, and I imagine some pretty good things, but because of the state of the human mind, it is vulnerable to some terrible things- and because whatever is in the heart and mind has the possibility to come into action- that can be a problem- but even if it won't "hurt anyone," it's also a problem. Having these imaginations where anything can happen sounds nice-but it's not when it's either super inappropriate or just unhealthy. Then it becomes extremely frustrating and a source for a lot of shame, especially if your mental picture is very strong. Most would do it away from people and out of the public eye. I've done this as well. It's actually a sort of 'comfort' and 'coping mechanism' but it IS and can be extremely harmful. A lot of people have this when they wish things were different in life, I know I did. After my friend group split over a miscommunication- and left me out of the loop, I had not a clue what to do. For years I've had repetitive dreams and daydreams of what I could do differently it began to eat away at me, and heavily affected my self esteem, leading me to talk less. Sometimes when some people do this, after they 'snap back' into reality, there's a sort of dissatisfaction or depression because their 'dream' was better than the life they see themselves living. It's super unhealthy, even sometimes a 'simple' crush can turn into completely lusting after someone (just an example of something that could happen). For me, video-games also made it easier to MD, even though my mental picture is strong enough. Avoidance and fear are big proprietors for this as well. If I ever had to make a big decision, I would just freeze, and then completely shut down and forget, until it came back up. I've had one time where I was talking to a girl at school; I don't remember what I was doing but at some point I looked up and noticed her staring at me. She told me she asked a question multiple times, and I genuinely could not hear her or see anything that she may have said or done. That's probably the scariest thing I can think of. TLDR: Simply daydreaming isn't the issue, It BECOMES maladaptive by the sheer amount of time, (plus the intensity) it takes from you when you daydream. Earlier this year, I laid down to take a nap, closing my eyes. It was 2PM. Keep in mind, I didn't fall asleep even once, but my mind was running wild. I finally got up and opened my eyes-and it was dark outside and 8PM. I spent 6 hours- not asleep, but fully awake and aware, just eyes closed- my daydreams running. There's nothing wrong with using your imagination, it's should be encouraged and it's actually a natural thing! But there's so many downsides to doing this... quite literally anyone can do it and not even realize, it's just that some people are more susceptible to struggling with it than others. But it's not impossible to get help with, it just takes a lot of time, figuring out what triggers that state, finding the source, and Jesus. I'm now gonna work on healing, and learning to deal with my hurt in a healthy way. (With Jesus' help <3) I'm glad people are sharing their experiences! Some people think maladaptive daydreaming didn't exist.. Well if I just found out about it today, and it explains pretty much all of my issues for most of my life- I think it's definitely something people struggle with! And strangely, it's growing common from what I can see, most just don't realize it. But anyways, I hope I gave you a good insight <3 And for you guys who think you'll never be able to overcome it, it IS possible! Anything is possible with God, and if your heart is in the right place! Continue to get better and be better! Your life is too valuable to be thrown away <3 Don't give up! Don't beat yourself up about it, you're not alone in this. Don't be afraid to ask for help <3 (ok Im gonna hush now)
Not really, it’s not just that simple. Many kids who suffer from maladaptive daydreaming find it HARD to get out of such habit, and .its even considered “NOT healthy”, it’s not just playing a game. Well- I can only speak for myself here but it’s not just “daydreaming”. So buckle up, because I’m gonna yap. “Maladaptive daydreaming” It’s the act of like having the URGE to just stand up, put on your headphones, and walk around your room making scenarios. Meanwhile “Normal” daydreaming can be either seating up or standing up or even walking, but the difference is that it’s NOT a STRONG urge, it’s DOESNT interfere with your daily life, and YOU CHOOSE to daydream those scenarios. Maladaptive daydreaming on the other hand, Is NOT like that. i CANNOT get work done, like- this kind of daydreaming actually AFFECTS MY DAILY LIFE AND SO DOES TO MANY PEOPLE TOO. I Literally end up all sweaty and feel so hot from walking so much around my room imagining scenarios that I want IT TO HAPPEN, BUT I CANNOT GET THOSE SCENARIOS TO HAPPEN, BECAUSE MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMING FORCES ME TO WALK AROUND MY ROOM UNCONTROLLABLY UNTIL I PHYSICALLY GET TIRED. And I say, it’s fun an all, I LOVE DAYDREAMING, but it’s to the point that is physically and mentally tiring. I end up with back pain, hand pain, and all of that. Simply because of walking around my room with Music and imagining “scenarios”. It’s not the same as a roleplay or playing a game, it’s a mental disorder I think. And I’m only 14 years old, And this happens to even adults too, there’s no such thing as age in this. It’s an uncontrollable habit, and it interferes with your daily life, and sometimes even causes you to ISOLATE yourself from others because you’re SO ATTACHED to daydreaming. Music is a very huge trigger, and it’s hard to not listen to music because music helps me focus but at the same time it triggers my maladaptive daydreaming. NOT all children do this, some children and adults are absolutely fine and experience daydreaming the normal way. Not daydreaming like this. Maladaptive daydreaming
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Yooo gang I’ve only seen girls talk about doing this 😂😂😂 my oldest sister use to do this when I was younger literally exactly like the video the mouthing the hand movements and then the occasional burst out laughter😂😂😂 Bro fast forward like 10 years here I am walking literally back and forth AND IM A DUDE WHO DOES THIS😂😂😂😂 Gang the range I have with my mind is crazy😂😂 recently I’ve been imagining walking around on a college campus and some dude with a camera and microphone comes up to me, asks me about anything and randomly start having a debate with him and I win😂😂😂💀BRO IM WEIRD 💀💀😭😭 Edit: FYI I’ve never been on to college I’m a tradie/blue collar worker 😂
Is this common behavior or okey behavior ?
I mean, it’s an okay behavior as long it doesn’t interfere with your daily life (ex: isolating yourself, NOT getting work done, finding yourself daydreaming more than living in reality). Which is, Normal daydreaming. And I’m not sure if it’s common or not, but in my opinion and experience, it’s not really common for people to daydream like this, shown in the video, (maladaptive daydreaming). And I think it’s not really common to daydream like that because there’s very few cases about this type of habit towards daydreaming and it’s like a new “term”, meaning there’s not so much study around the subject.
I cant decide between a better diet (more balanced and more scheduled eating) or a good sleeping cycle
Dear girl, how are you now?
Sad there's no DSM qualifications for Maladaptive Daydreaming bc I want to know what if I have it. Because I might.
I dont know if anyone is going to see this that can answer, but i was wondering can you daydream while youre in the inner world? Or do you have to be fronting to daydream?
Does this make sense? I feel like even though my daydreaming and "addiction" to it is affecting my life (skipping school, ignoring messages from friends, not doing my hobbies, barely sleeping, etc.) I still feel like i probably dont have MaDD. I still feel like im faking it. I still feel like im not valid. And that means that i feel like im not valid enough to ask for help with it, i feel like im not broken enough to need fixing. And that means that i just let myself get worse.
I thoight that my daydreaming started "recently" (like 5 months ago) but i realised revently that it started years and years ago, however not to the extent it is now. Im definitely more addicted to it now, and my paracosm is growing significantly. Just today i met a new para and it extended the timeline and plot a whole lot more...
Car journeys, walks, tidying my room, and laying in bed are where my daydreams "flourish". Theyre so addictive 😭 thank you for helping raise awareness for this and for when it gets to unhealthy amounts ❤
Its so depressing, because just after you daydream you hit a point where you realise none of it was real, you get a self-awareness that you did it again although you said you wouldn’t do it. And then all of a sudden you’re back into that endless loop. It doesn’t matter what you do, it just comes and goes.
Daydreaming about some celebrity crush?? Yeah that's me.
I watched this video, and immediately started pacing, pausing the video while scrolling my phone, daydreaming a response and how, if this is exactly how I daydream or not.
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While im acting out scenes i usually speak loudly, as a kid i thought i would grow out of it but im 13 now and i still do it 😭